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Dreaming

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If it’s true what they say about acknowledging you are crazy …makes you anything but …then I AM CRAZY. However, knowing that is not much of a help when I feel absolutely out of my mind.

Do you ever just want to move away …to an island maybe or even small town {since I grew up in the city}, to a place where no one knows you and you can start a completely new life? A do-over, if you will?

My birthday is more of a “New Year” to me than January 1st. It’s a time when I evaluate my life, my accomplishments …and my failures. And more than that, I’ve had so many life-changing moments and traumatic events that have taken place on or near my birthday that unfortunately, all those memories slowly creep up on me in the form of tears and lumps in my throat.

There will be no outfit post because I’m working from home today. I’m not sure if I’m sick in the head or sick in the stomach but either way, both lead to the same outcome. Sick.

Thank you all so much for the birthday wishes yesterday …they made me smile 🙂

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Maegan Tintari

LA native & lifestyle blogger Maegan Tintari writes weekly at ...love Maegan.com, sharing her personal style and outfits of the day as well as fashion trends coming and going, home decor and inspiring ideas and DIYs so you can do it yourself! Her archives of DIY, nail art manicures, hair tutorials, recipes & home decorating ideas, go back to 2009, where she's also shared her personal life, her journey & battle with infertility, move to a small town in the mountains, marriage, divorce, owning a bar/restaurant and then leaving it all behind to start over, yet again, in a new city, that looks a lot like her home in Los Angeles, but has far less traffic, with her two old French Bulldogs, Trevor and Randy. You can also find her on Substack, sharing videos and weekly chapters of her latest book.

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