I believe my husband was hoping the new house would somehow cure my anxiety. And for the record, I too was on that hope wagon …just at the edge of it though, as “curing” my anxiety seems like stuff only miracles are made of. In truth, I have been fighting it for the last couple …
Merry Christmas!
I’ve been avoiding my computer like the plague lately. It wasn’t until about five minutes ago when I accidentally logged into my flickr account from the husband’s laptop and found this “Merry Christmas” photo favorited that I realized just how much I’ve abandoned my online life. I’m going to be perfectly honest when I say …
Vintage Leopard Coat and Cuffed Jeans
What I’m Wearing* Vintage leopard {faux-hair} coat …My grandma made this in the 60’s. It is one of my favorite items in my wardrobe. …seen here* Black jersey turtleneck {from nordstrom.com} with black jersey puff sleeve cowl neck top {Forever 21} layered over. I actually loved the look of the cowl neck with the turtle …
Completely Gratuitous Outfit Post
What I’m Wearing* Vintage floral dress, belted …no tag … seen here and here* Forever 21 gray leggings* BCBG over sized cardigan …last seen here ..but I could’ve sworn I’ve worn it since. weird. * Urban Outfitters arm warmers {um it’s freeeeeeezing!} …these were a gift from an old coworker and they have mittens that …
I fear the fear returning to cause the anxious feelings I fear the most
I went to my doctor yesterday for a general checkup and to let him know that I’d been feeling anxious again. And after waiting about 10 minutes in the tiny room for my doctor whom I haven’t seen since 2005, he walks in, and sits down with his laptop. First let me note that “waiting” …
Completely Gratuitous Outfit Post
What I’m Wearing* Vintage camel wool jacket by Peabody House {which came with a matching a-line skirt}* Black Chaiken wool trousers …which I look better in person than in these photos …actually, same goes for the jacket. last seen here -cufffed* Old black lace tank top* Red Monkey Designs black leather belt with brass studs* …
The Grass is Always GreenerWorking from Home
When you work full time {or even part-time but every day}, you tend to think a lot about not only how great it would be to work from home but how much you could get done as well. And it’s true. In the beginning. But as time passes and you have so much time at …
Dreaming
photo …via If it’s true what they say about acknowledging you are crazy …makes you anything but …then I AM CRAZY. However, knowing that is not much of a help when I feel absolutely out of my mind. Do you ever just want to move away …to an island maybe or even small town {since …
Circles & Circles & Circles Again
July 4th 2000, a month after my 24th birthday, my then boyfriend and I had just moved in together and threw a “White Trash 4th of July” housewarming party …where at the end of the night, talking with some friends, the conversation turned to panic and anxiety disorders …and how this young girl {maybe a …
Making Lemonade …or at least squeezing the lemons
After a dinner at Gyu Kaku last night with husband and friend Timmy which included them drinking 2.75 bottles of Sake and 2 beers each, an unavoidable trip to the Christmas tree lot accompanied by two drunkards trying to sell me on the idea of rearranging our living room furniture to fit an 8ft tree, …